Twin Flame Separation : Pushing Through

Ughhh I miss him… It has been a rough five months without him…

I wonder how he’s doing and if he’s happy and eating okay and taking care of himself.. I have no idea at this point.. I’ve been keeping myself SUPER busy, even more so than before.  Anything to avoid letting myself fall into the trap of missing him and loneliness.  It has been okay though since I have been so focused.  I am pushing myself to work on some goals that I set for myself, which I will be putting even more focus on over the next few months and into 2016.  I am excited to accomplish these goals and I am actually “OKAY” and I am at the point of acceptance that this is how my life is going to be for who knows how long.  I REALLY need to accomplish my goals, and I realize that THIS is the true reason for the separation from my twin flame.  I’m sure he misses me a lot too, but I am happy for him because he is probably actually very proud of himself for working so hard and building up his finances.  Even though he doesn’t see me and has no social life, this is what is best for him right now and I’m sure he is feeling more self-confident because having money definitely gives a person a sense of security.  I don’t have that yet, but I will get there one of these days.. I’m working on it.  I have been working SUPER hard the past few months and I will be pushing myself and working even harder from now on.  There is so much in life that I want to do and I’d like to fulfill my main dreams before I (hopefully) have a family to support.  I would LOVE LOVE LOVE (!!!!) to be able to stay home with my children, at least most of the time.  That is one of my dreams of life.. At least until they go to kindergarten.  That’s the dream: working from home or having stable enough income  to stay at home with my babies.  My other dream is to live in a quaint little quiet town where there are trendy little neighborhood cafes and shops in walking distance (I have a particular place in mind that I won’t mention here but MAN I would LOVE to live there).. Just me and my twin flame love and our two children, with a dog, my two cats and views of the bay.  That would be the dream.. Anything is possible and that is why I will be WORKING.MY.ASS.OFF from now until whenever.

I WILL find a way to make my dreams come true and if I have to change my dreams and tweak them a little to work out for me, I will.  I am just soooooooooooo determined!! So from my experience in this twin flame love drama, I would recommend for everyone who is going through a similar situation to find ways to PUSH THROUGH.  Keep yourself BUSY, BUSY, BUSY and distracted as best you can.  START UP NEW PROJECTS, write a book, do something EPIC to keep your mind occupied at ALL times.  It will feel so much better in the long run.  Plus, it hurts to say, but there is NO guarantee that things will work out exactly how we want it to, as far as the twin flame goes, so it is best that you “do you” and pull yourself up ,make yourself better, fulfill your dreams and your greatest desires NOW or at least get on the path to accomplishing your goals, because you never know how long you’ll have to wait for reunion and you might as well take care of business and get some cool stuff done that you can feel proud of!! Part of the twin flame journey is feeling INSPIRED about life.  I know I feel inspired personally.  I did go through the dark and lonely and depressing times of missing my love, but I went through those times in order to get to where I am today and I survived.  I know I’m going to be okay and that this is all part of the great big journey that makes life worth living and exciting.  I love my twin flame for inspiring me and giving me a special experience of unconditional love and for bringing up emotions inside of me that I did not even know I was capable of feeling. I am so much stronger because of this entire experience and I feel so much stronger and more liberated than ever before.  My imagination has been on full blast for quite a while now, my dreams have been SUPER intense and vivid and it’s all part of this experience.  I love being alive!!!

I miss my twin flame love dearly and I wish him all the best.  There is no one else that I would love to hug and kiss right now.  I would give so many things just to look into his eyes and see his love for me reflected back.  I understand that I will have to wait longer and I hope that we will come together soon… I have been okay and I will be okay…

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