I’m so thankful for my day off. I’ll have to go in and work for a few hours tomorrow & I’ll still have most of the day to myself but today I can take it easy and relax. To my great surprise Mr. Trainer visited me in my dream this morning! He literally had a… Continue reading Rest Day
Many people are vampiric by nature and it’s nothing to glorify and romanticize. It’s UGLY. They feed off of each other’s energy. When a person is seriously lacking in something they become vampiric and try to absorb people’s energy whether it’s negative or positive and I’ve been drawn to MANY vampires in my life who… Continue reading Vampires
I pushed Mr. Trainer away as hard as I possibly could and made sure to make things awkward so that he’ll finally leave me alone and I’m SUPER relieved!!!!!!! I was getting worried and so was my best friend because she knows the hell I went through with my twin. I’m OVER OBSESSING WITH MEN!!!!!… Continue reading Liberated!!
After all of the emotional purging and dark nights of the soul and everything I went through with my twin, I thought I’d never feel such intensity for another man and such a deep connection that I felt with him. After the fall out and the pain of separation from him, I went through a… Continue reading Emotional Overload
I’m trying to recover from a fatty food and family overdose over the last two days. Don’t get me wrong, I had lots of fun and I’m thankful for everyone in my life and the blessings I have. I just feel sorta depressed after eating so much animal flesh and sugar and being reminded yet… Continue reading Holidaze..
It has been three weeks since I met Mr. Trainer and as much as I tried so hard to ignore my feelings for him and tame my heart, I find myself falling for him. Ugh. He’s so adorable yet mysterious and funny and yet he has this secret dark side to him that I can’t… Continue reading *sigh* why now?
I’m happy to say that I have come to my senses and after finally having a full night’s rest and returning to my logical state I was reminded by my sweet angel guardians and my best friend that HELLO I need to keep my focus on myself!! This situation with Mr. Trainer is just another… Continue reading Soulmate?or something else part 2
I recently started a new job and the man responsible for training us was/is really handsome. He seemed really sweet and was funny and nice and I just really liked this friendly demeanor. He was super patient with us and I just really liked his style and personality. However as time passed, I started to… Continue reading Soulmate?or something else…
“You’ll never know love until you surrender to it.”
I love my twin. I’ve tried so many times not to. I’ve tried EVERYTHING and ANYTHING to STOP loving him, to break our bond. I prayed, tried cordcutting, lighting candles, mind over matter, matter over mind, other men. I still love him as much as I did the moment our eyes met and I’ve accepted… Continue reading True Love Never Dies ❤️