Twin Flame Fears

2016 was a pretty crappy year for most, if not EVERYONE that I know, including myself. There were deaths, loss, divorces, financial problems, just a lot of sucky things that make life almost unbearable. There’s an awesome video by pocketsofthefuture on youtube that discusses the purpose of these crappy things that I’ll share below and… Continue reading Twin Flame Fears

Gosh… I’m in Love

I’m feeling good today, even though its Monday and I still have a disgusting cold… it’s particularly gross this time, I won’t get into details. One of the things that comes with working with kids😷 Despite that, I’m happy because I saw my sweet darling twin flame love yesterday!!! I had been sending him emails… Continue reading Gosh… I’m in Love

Twin Flame Theme Song: Flying Dreams

This song is from the soundtrack for “The Secret of NIMH” an excellent animated film from the 80’s. This song has always made me cry, even as a kid. It’s just so openly emotional. Now that I’ve met my twin flame, the words have so much personal meaning for me. I’m crying right now.. I… Continue reading Twin Flame Theme Song: Flying Dreams

Twin Flames : Changing My Mind

These days I am trying to be open to change in MYSELF, instead of worrying so much about my twin flame and other people.  As the quote says, “be the change you want to see in the world” so I am TRYING. Yesterday I had a marvelous “girl’s day” with my mom and my brother’s… Continue reading Twin Flames : Changing My Mind

Faith Restored

This weekend I dealt with DEEP and SERIOUS struggles within myself about this twin flame union.  It was just a lot of questioning and doubt and FEAR about my twin and what is going on between us and our future. Even last night/this morning I was still struggling with it, but today is a new… Continue reading Faith Restored

Kundalini Rising

Below is a video on the kundalini phenomenon.  Basically from what I’ve gathered, the term “kundalini” is the new age name for God energy or that life spark that activates our chakra system. I wrestled with a principality called the Ego last night.  I saw its shadow in my room lurking behind me last night.… Continue reading Kundalini Rising

Healing Work

This is a three day weekend for me, and it is something I have been looking forward to for a while – my job doesn’t have many breaks, we only get the weekends off and a few holidays sprinkled in here and there, so I am EXTREMELY grateful for an extra day off. I have… Continue reading Healing Work

Twin Flame Love in a Virtual Reality

I’ve been watching the show catfish on mtv/amazon/hulu OMG!!! That show is a darkly fascinating look into the dangers of online dating and the psychology behind people pretending to be someone they’re not. It’s pretty disturbing stuff, but it really brings to light how immersed  most of us are in our technology. Some people find… Continue reading Twin Flame Love in a Virtual Reality

Moving on…

My twin flame love came to see me this afternoon. It has been a LONG time. I realized that I’m a much different person than I was when we met. I still love him with all of my heart… But… I just don’t know how I feel about him anymore.. It’s hard.. I’ve been through… Continue reading Moving on…

Manifesting Abundance

I’m doing pretty well. I still have days where I get lonely or angry and sometimes I’ll send an angry text to my twin flame for his silence, but it has been less than in the past and I make sure to apologize afterward.  It has been tough not speaking to him for so long.… Continue reading Manifesting Abundance