Moving on…

My twin flame love came to see me this afternoon. It has been a LONG time. I realized that I’m a much different person than I was when we met. I still love him with all of my heart… But…

I just don’t know how I feel about him anymore..

It’s hard.. I’ve been through so much with him.. It has been EXTREMELY difficult..

He told me that I deserve someone better, which just breaks my heart. He doesn’t think he’s “the one” for me.

I don’t know how to feel right now. A huge part of me feels DONE with him. A person can only take so much, and he has put me through SOOOO much sh*t!!!!  Ugh!!!! I’m still angry at him..

I know I can’t blame him for everything BUT I have always been completely clear and honest with what I want.

I’m sad… But I’ve become so much stronger from this experience. I really want to thank him for whatever reason he came into my life because this experience has definitely made me stronger.

I am so much more confident and I have a thicker skin now. I’ve matured a TON.. I still have a lot of learning and growing to do. I’ll probably never know WHY we had/have such a strong connection.. I might never know what this connection was..

I’ll end this with a quote from the Sex & the City movie:

Carrie:  “Some love stories aren’t epic novels. Some are short stories. But that doesn’t make them any less filled with love.”

 

I don’t know what God has in store for me.. I’m scared but I’m still going to walk in faith.. My heart is broken and my eyes are full of tears, but I will go on because I have to. I have to be strong, I have to have hope because there’s no other choice for me..

I pray that everyone out there LEARNS from my mistakes. I hope you find your true loves, and if you’ve already found them- I wish you a lifetime of love & happiness..

I may be solo now in my journey, but I’m not alone.

God bless.